Well hello all. how is everyone? im doing quite well. Can you beleive that we have 5 months before we graduate seniors? Where does the time go? january is almost over? what the heck?

Well, im finally recovered from the flu......not fun. i hate being sick. I feel like i can get on with my life now. Oh school. im really getting sick of school. am i the only one? cause i can hardley take it anymore. im trying to enjoy the last couple of months i have of being protected and in the bubble world before i set sail into the real world, but i just want to get it over with. even though im trying to enjoy it, at the same time im really sick of being treated like a child and looked down upon. i go through this phase every year at school. there comes a time when i get sick of all the politics and grades and hall passes and teachers watching every move you make. sometimes i just cant take it. i mean come on. especially for someone who has been living on thier own most the time for two years.....things like notebook checks and parent signatures seem somewhat like a joke. And when us seniors are busy planning thr rest of our lives and futures its kinda hard to get caught up in all the highschool drama......or at least for me it is. i know that for some people it comes a lot easier.

After the trun of a new year and being sick for four days in bed i have had a lot of time to think about the future. so many thoughts, i know all of my fellow seniors are thinking about it too. some days im excited and some im scared and some i dont want any thing to ever change. change is inevitable however. whrether its for better or for worse change will happen. might as well try to embrace it. i have had a lot of changes in my life. and you'd think that for someone who's been through it so much that i'd be used to it. but the fact is, you never get used to change.

Well its december. 3 midterms down, 3 to go. Where does the time go? We are only going to be seniors for one more semester!!! one more semester and we are outta here!!!! Off to college!!!

Well, im really excited about about christmas, and for no particular reason. Well, maybe its cause aaron is spending it with my family :)!! Things have been so crazy lately. i feel like i never have any time to get anything done!!! Dont you hate that! And ive definatley been putting the Lord on hold in the midst of all the craziness. which i totally hate but i feel like i cant control anything!!! oh the holidays. I just cant wait till midterms are over and i can catch my breath again.

Well, i hope that yall are all doing well. have a merry christams and good luck on your exams!!!!

xoxox ~ sam